J0o’s L1F3

MORNING,now onli 9.27 lor…wake up at 8+..wahahaha…infact is 7.45 wake up liao…then sms her to take care n xiao xin…cos she going out mah..then hint her that noon i am all alone…but she jus tell mi to go out wit frenz again…these few days she keeping saying go out wit my frenz…how would u feel..mi jus get back to my slp..till 8.40 then wake up…then sms my mei…..then now come online blog lor….these few days all thankz to my meis they are the one pei mi to chat online or on phone….hehe…thankz lots….on the other hand sorry to fang u all these days….i rotting till i scare liao ar…really hope can find a job..then will nt rot anymore n wont feel bore..then wont think of others things to make mi unhappy onli….now i have learn to let her do the things she like…..at least she happy can le…dont in the end both of us unhappy….maybe now is the bumpy roads they we are facing now….hope we will have our smooth road back asap….

she sick…i cant do anything much…jus onli can send her home…sms her telling her to take care of herself….think now i really really believe that there really hard to hav a fairy tale..always no happy ending…is dont nt matter the other love u ornt..if love her can liao….if hav put in ur heart n soul is enuf….giv wat ever u can…..it depends whether she will treasure u ornt? This is how i am feeling at this moment…she dun wanna let her frenz to upset,n go out wit them..but so do it…i will be upset….who will nt be upset when u cant go out wit ya love one….it is really hav been veri long time that we didnt go out for hrs for a walk n hav a heart to heart tok liao…veri time gd plan jus gone wit words like "i am going out wit my frenz" i understand she having problem wit frenzship….she hav been a loner…her frenz leave her….she she giv the chances to her frenz she hav now….but wat abt mi? i am her BF?? am i still IMPT to her???her past relationship was really veri bad…she say those guys didnt treat her nice at all..she always get hurt…but if this time round she cant see the diff between mi n those others guys i hav nth to say anymore…i didnt think of giving up of her…she hav walk into part of my life, cant jus let go becos of these things..i will nt…jus now hav sms her how i feel towards this things…hoping she will think hardly….it hav been hr liao…no reply….do u guys really now wat is love??? have somethings for all guys n gers….pls treasure wat u hav now, dont wait till u lose…pls open ur eyes big so that u can see who really treat u gd n love u deep…for mi i will still hold it on to shower my love to her…till one day she reject mi…maybe some ppl will say mi tool…but who ask mi to love her so deep….will really make her touch wit my true love….

  halo everyone….long time no blog liao…somehow veri lazy lor….keep looking for job by in the end,still dun hav any news…sian ar….then mi noe my year 3 specialist in biomedic engineering….then think 1 week time getting back my yr 2 final result liao..hope can pass all..if nt sad to say that i will hav to repeat..which i don hope to..waste of time n $$$…cos that time didnt study hard for my paper…onli noe how to play onli…haiz…..then these few days nt in gd mood…jus feel veri moody n lost…beocs of some reason….my mei will noe…cos i will tell her how i feel…she will also noe when i am down….then seen thu nv meet my gal till todae…she busy wit her stuff..dun hav time for mi…mi bo bian hav to rot or find activity to pass my time…so fri decided to go back to my unit for training..then bring my sec 2 to amk police staion for their dry shoot..hope they hav enjoy themsleves…reach home at abt 7+…veri tired over training..haha getting weak liao….then sat go out wit mei mei also…wahaha..enjoy going out wit her….hav fun…always will make each other to laugh de….then she will sure beat mi de..but i noe she dun mean it..jus wanna hav fun onli…hehe…then yester..we hav become hao jie mei liao….wahaha…cos of some reason….dun tell u all….todae nth much…..rotting…have abit sore throat n running nose..sian…..facing some small pro wit my ger…having misunderstanding….hope it will be fine….think i shld stop here liao….haha now playing online tic tac toe wit my mei mei…hehe…..

wahaha..i am back afew days nv blog liao..cos busy wit my my exam lor…haiz cos last min study..so bo bain hav to chiong….everyday 1+ 2 am then slp next morning 8+ 9 am must wake up liao…..really tired n stress but hav my dar dar…always there to support mi…thankz dar…..todae after my paper finally can go meet my lao po liao….mi wait for her at amk mrt there de bus stop…then it was raining…..then i sent her home safely liao..then go home…rot until now…..jus now sms n chat on the phone…then we discuss abt must her tell her parent abt our relationship…but really dunno how her parent will react…so we decide maybe after her "o" then say..cos this will be better……we dunno to lose each other in this pt of time….cant afford to lose her….now mi still slacking n listening to jay zhou songs…my dar dar sms mi asking mi faster go study liao..cos tml is my last paper….YEAH….waiting for tml for veri long liao….after tml is holiday liao…wahahahaha….cool…must go look for work liao…wahahaha…..earn $$$ then can take care of my lao po…..rite!!!!we are getting more n more loving as days go by….hope she feel the same…..gtg le..bye

wa…veri sian….now 1am+ liao…mi still awake..haha…trying to study now…..but dont think anythings hav go into my head sia…todae do nth much go to sch for grp study then after that go home liao…boring…..didnt meet my dar dar….wanna fetch her home de…but she reaching home soon le…haha..so bo bian….then we chat on the phone for awhile onli….then she busy wit her own stuff…then mi slacking….still hav time take a nap….wahahaha….then wake up hav dinner n watch tv..then play PS1 n sms my lao po n she say she miss mi wor..hehe…wahahaha…gd life…mon hav paper..now still enjoying..tml meeting my dar after her duty at sentosa..tml is her sch family day….so tml going out wit her..now n tml morning must study first lor….OOO ya…dont forget mi todae hav got back my final yr de course posting liao…kana the course i choose…biomedic engg…wahaha….nt bad….yeah…..so i must work harder to archive wat i want for my furture….JIA YOU

todae wake up at around 8am…prepare myself going sch for grp study….reach sch at abt 9.15!!! start study abit till 12 then went for lunch break then back to study again till 3.30pm then go home….cos actually wanna meet my dar dar de..but in the end didnt meet..cos she wanna go home….then mi took a short nap 1/2hr???…..think so….hav my dinner n bath…8pm went to bishan mac meet nemo for grp study again…seem to be veri hard working….whole day chiong n chiong but like nth go into my head sia…now having headache…then she facing some problem wit her frenz…her frenz some how outcast her…dun like her??i also nt sure wat had happen…jus hope everything will be find in the end!!!!she call mi at abt 9+…but she was watching tv,then somehow she dont hav the mood to tok to mi….can see she nt in gd mood…so i didnt say anything….at least she noe i am disappionted….cos mi todae veri stress n fang….i jus need her to beside mi n her hug….haha think i like gal then she my man sia…haha….but i dont think hav anything wrong cos man also hav their weak time…need gals to care for them….think i shld stop here liao…back to my study again liao……hope can pass tml paper…gd luck to all my buddy n frenz….jia you…..

<— stress n lonely…..poor thing hor…..sob sob..

this morning nice weather to slp….9am hav extra lesson at sp….mi 7.30 alarm rang mi off it…then in the end…slp till 8.30 then wake up…OMG late then rush to sch..manage to reach there at 9.15 izit that faster..wahahaha…..then hav grp study from 9.45 till 2.30…but i go there also learn nth….abit wasting of time leh…stay at home slp better rite?? haha….whole morning did receive any sms from my dar..so called her at abt 2….to check she alright ornt….then she jio mi go out….but order mi to study first…hehe….at first meet at orchard…but in the end change to bishan "J8"…cos dar & jia hui wanna take neo print….then they keep asking am i angry…cos they last min change the location n i had reach orchard liao..then i had to change another bus go back to bishan…actually i was jus abit angry onli la…but mi nt that xiao qi nahx…n finally i hav waited this day…Todae can take neo print wit her….3rd time????wahahaha….todae she hav tuition so cant stay out too late…then raining day again…so send her home swt home….let her hav time to caught some nap….jus receive sms from my bao pei..she jus wake up…hehe….she sound tired…dar sayang sayang…..sian ar…tonitez hav to chiong my S&C liao..if nt sure fail liao….i promise my dar, that i must pass de…so i die die also must pass….dun wan to giv her empty promises… below the neo prints we took…..NICE rite!!!!keke…think i shall stop here liao…

nth special happen todae,hav RWP presentation.have been doing this proj for weeks liao…finally come to an end liao….dress up in formal wit tie on…woohoo…all look smart n handsome……the presentation was fine…lecturer say our powerpoint was gd..off cos must see who do de mah…u noe, u noe..hehehe…..after that went back to PHS to release SSGT Promotion results…then todae nv meet my dar….as i am busy,she also busy wit her training wor…..then morning we jus sms onli….she sound veri tired….see her dont hav enuf slp..feeling really heart pain her….jus now she call mi wor….so happy that could hear her voice….oya..todae is the last day of semester 2…in one week time having exam liao..still havnt study yet…jia lak hav to start chiong liao…wahahaha….i shld end here liao….miss u dar….